maybe its possible to work for God in big ways everyday, but i dont know how. i need to learn to be content with what i have, maybe im not making huge strides, changing the world, etc. but ive never been told im going to do that, i hope i can, but if not, i want to be content with my life. to know that even though i dont see change everyday, God does. i cant see a person age, or know which path has been taken, but God does. and He is the only one that matters. He is the Judge of it all, so i need to please Him. i currently please Him by doing big things, making big changes, but thats just an indicator of how far away from Him i was, how off base i was, how badly i had messed up. as i come more to Him the changes will be smaller (maybe, they could be huge still, i dont know) but a lifetime of tiny changes is just as good as making huge strides (especially if the strides only last for a few months/years). i long to follow Him all the days of my life.